When reading through the emails this morning and realised that we had "forgotten" the ritual date on the 7th.  I don't think we forgot it as in not being worried about it, but rather we forgot it was there and didn't realise it was effecting us.  I don't know why but that worries me.  It feels like a backwards step, back into ignorance of what is happening.  It would be ok if the day didn't effect us, like with the full moons now.  They don't have an effect on us, they are just another day.  But this still effected us, but we were kept ignorant of the reason.  The week before we were worried about it, were  trying to be prepared, and then there was nothing on the day, like we couldn't remember something we weren't aware.

A short disjointed journal.  I spend the night on the phone to a friend so didn't get time to do any journalling.  Not that I am complaining it was nice to talk to her again.  And when I got off I looked into opening my journal with diary-x.  Am thinking of putting it in there, would mean I don't have to worry about uploading and html coding, just be able to write and have it online.  And I am sure I could just link it through here, so nothing much would change except it would be another window, or just move it to another site.

Anyway.. still working on that.